♥ You make me feel love like no one else does. (:

Friday, August 31, 2007 8/31/2007 08:05:00 PM

yes, mayb im blind, bt i do noe wad is called 'solving problems'

went out with my dearest lao gong seok teng todae! ^^

was supposed to meet up with hui min oso der.. bt she cant make it. aww.

anyways.. we met up at 2 instead of 1.. n went down to town.

wheets! shopping~ wanted to get slippers bt in the end gt a black jeans with my lao gong gosh. i have a same jeans with my 'man'! hahas. =X

so.. my lao gong went to find other ppl n dumped me alone to go home after that.

hahas. =X

ok la. she had to go meet her friends. yup.

so home sweet home nw!

tis holiday has caused me to b v v broke~ loLs..

* y do i feel tis way? hu can explain, tis mixed-up feeling inside me? argh. 只要.. 只要好好的掩饰着悲伤..

Labels: oh man. it's gonna b an emo night.

at starbucks!

yums. guess wad im drinking? loL

jun n me.

it's obvious tis is nel. =X

take 1.

take 2~

take 3!!

on the way home. jun me seng.

lols. i deleted all of seng's n in the end huat oso gt a photo of tis. -.-

a miracle e 4 of us are all present!

wheets!

look how messy our table is. lols.

boon huat .

zi jun

pictures shall do all the talking! hahas. =D was at marina square.. we watched rat-ta-too-ee too! hahas.. a v cute movie~ had dinner at new york new york =D overall, short n sweet.. i enjoyed my days with u guys! ^^

Thursday, August 30, 2007 8/30/2007 12:47:00 AM

yeah! finally it's our bff's gathering todae! or shld i sae ytd? hahas. cos it's 12 nw..

basically. we agreed to meet at 1pm. hahas. bt i tink lu lu n su su were late~ so sry fu fu! hahas. yup. bt happily, we still went for 881 at 150pm! ^^ quite a nice show. i tot i wouldnt b able to uds becos i dun reali uds dialect. bt it was quite alright. =)) quite funny too. bt the ending was kinda emo. hahas. anyway. we shopped around. oh yes. tis is wad ladies do when they get tgt. hahas. den we went to ps cafe cartel to hve our erm. lunch? or sae.. high tea? hahas. anyway. the 'waffle' or 'apple pie' u see up there is actuali my leftover. =X lols. erm. it was quite disgusting actuali. lols. or does it seem mouth-watering to u? lols. anyway. we shopped around a lil more after tat, n home sweet home! thou jus a dae, jus a few hours, jus a movie tgt. i've reali enjoyed myself! =D

shouts: 'i love my bFfs! ('v') '

=pP

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8/28/2007 08:55:00 PM

为什么当我真心面对问题时,

却还是不行?

Monday, August 27, 2007 8/27/2007 12:18:00 PM

thank Q ^^

thank Q friends! im reali touched when i saw my tagboard tis morning. thou it's raining real heavily nw.. bt my heart is all warmed up! n yes. im feeling much better already! ^^

so im giving a B I G hug to all my friends. a B I G thanks to all who listened. * u noe who u r! ^^

<3

Sunday, August 26, 2007 8/26/2007 12:25:00 AM

if u r tired. im tired too.

wad u said totally shattered my <3.

Saturday, August 25, 2007 8/25/2007 11:21:00 PM

jus moody. *

i dunch noe y. bt it seems im rather moody these few days. im so tired of argueing over someting, or nth. so if someone picks up a quarrel, i shall say nth, n jus keep my mouth s h u t. so, im here to emo a lil. dun mind me hur~ bt if u r feeling emo as well. den i suggest click on the small button at the top right hand corner of ur lappy. ^^

i duno exactly where to start writing down my tots. i jus feel like. bt i duno how to start. -.- life is an irony huh? hahas.

well, i've always felt that e happier a person seems to b on the surface, the sadder they will b underneath.. when nobody sees.. i dunch noe.. bt i tink so~ =pP

someone once said ' i tink u r a optimistic girl.. becos u can seem to luff at every single joke i say'.. well.. so do U tink i am a optimistic or pessimistive gurl? hahas. actually, i dun even noe the ans myself.

' when i nid a listening ear.. nobody seems to care' - do u feel tis way b4? =))

*i jus hope u live on fine.

Labels: u still dun uds.

fruitful days!

yeah! im home n bloggin again.

hahas.. tis holiday has truely been fruitful for me.. ! ^^

went to ps with tracy yvonne n yu feng ytd to catch rush hour 3! wheets!~ quite a nice movie.. so we went to kfc for our breakfast cum lunch b4 the movie while wating for yvonne.. den after the movie, tracy yu feng n me proceeded to chinatown kbox! wheets~ i noe i have been singing for like 2 times in a week.. bt bt.. i like! hahas. sometimes, coping urself in that shop is even better than shopping.. cos if u go shopping, u actually spend more.. bt bt.. i still love shopping la. =X okay. im a contradicting gurl~ hahas. went to look for jia en after k to rent some vcds n went home..

todae! my mummy woke me up early in the morning.. so went to lavender with my bro to do my passport.. cos nid to renew the photo. gosh. i tell u. till todae, den i reali noe wad is 'so near yet so far!' i shld actually change it to 'so near yet very very far!' hahas. well. the queue went all the way to the stairs.. it's damn terrifying! gosh. bt there were a lot of kids there.. so it sort of balanced everyting la.. cos i can look at kids while queueing up! =X do i sound like a psyco? oh, wadeva~ hahas.. went to kovan for pool after that with my bro n met up with raymond too. wow. the ambience is good.. even better than hougang k pool or the woodball place.. hahas. nice nice.. =D so.. im home sweet home now! =pP

Thursday, August 23, 2007 8/23/2007 05:34:00 PM

an ning *

安宁

夜的宁静

是时候好好反省

月的阴晴圆缺

就像我的心

夜下着雨

天在哭泣

不知道何时才放晴

我忽然非常想念你

你的背影

让我失去了理性

你的放弃

让我迷失了自己

你的离去

就像刺青永

远烙印在我的心

是如此痛

如此的美丽

我努力的想哭泣

却哭不出泪滴

一次又一次的灰心

才发现早已麻痹

终于发现自己

已经不在乎你

原来分手也能如此

安宁*

Labels: 原来我已经麻木了..

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 8/22/2007 07:48:00 PM

悲伤, 不一定要表现出来..

im back to blog again!

20/8/07*

went out with boon seng n boon huat to celebrate boon seng's bdae.. it's a pity zi jun cant come. =X cos it's been long since we went out tgt! so we bot a t-shirt n a jacket for bs.. wheets*! hahas. n oso. a cake la. bt it's way tooooo chocolatey~ loLs. so we dined at kovan's pizza hut. n it was bs's treat! hahas. thanks! anyway. they sent me home after that.. n we chatted at my house's playground after that.. had a wonderful night.. i hope we do get to go out more frequently tis holidays! =D

21/8/07*

went out with johnson n raymond.. to.. catch SECRET! hahas. quite a nice movie.. bt the ending is a lil confusing thou. hahas. went to vivo.. played pool. hahas.. it was damn cold can.. cos stupid me din bring my jacket! =X hahas. dined at pastamania. a v nice dae too! =D

22/8/07*

todae! met up with jia en in the end morning to... yes! go kbox. lols. omg omg. damn shiok... hahas.. except that my jaws hurt a lil. well well.. talked at those seats in front of hougang mall after a lil bit of shopping. i still din manage to get my slippers.. aww* home sweet home at around 4pm.. n im here blogging! ^^

n yes yes yes! my radio podcast is up on the hmsvoice wensite!!! hey hey. do u miss my voice? hahas. or do u feel like hearing my voice? get to the website im gonna give later.. n listen! ^^ support chs oso la! =D u can oso guess im da gua xiao gua or zhu bo in the podcast! hahas. tag ur ans at my tagboard! =pP tis is the website: http://ourvoicebox.sg/posts/%e3%80%8a%e7%bb%9d%e5%af%b9%e6%96%b0%e5%8a%a0%e5%9d%a1%e3%80%8b-%e7%ac%ac%e4%ba%8c%e6%9c%9f

jus tot of jotting down some tots here..

y cant r/s b abt who loves u the most? i've fallen in and out of love.. n im seriously so tired. yes, im nt perfect.. n yes, im do wrong tings, have wrong tots at times too.. bt i truely.. n.. i reali do wan to commit myself to one. nt for the sake of getting into a r/s.. bt for someone who can smile n tear with me.. someone who uds me.. someone whom i uds.. bt y.. y isnt a r/s abt who loves u the most.. if it is.. wouldnt life b better? when u get into a r/s.. u sae "i love u".. yup. these 3 words.. bt when u end a r/s.. it's 3 words again.. bt 3 totally diff words.. tat is.. "i am sorry".. *

y arent u holding on to me.. y arent u taking the initiative to make me stay,

y arent u doing anyting to make my heart stay..

bt instead, it's ur friend?

the time i cried the most.

the time i cried the hardest..

the time i felt the most disappointed..

is when i realise..

it's actually ur friend who is asking me to stay on..

n nt u..

probably, we were friends for too long..

Labels: im sry.

Monday, August 20, 2007 8/20/2007 03:27:00 PM

pain!

hahas. tis is wad i feel nw. -.- well, stupid me tot i'd wear my another pair of shoe to work ytd.. cos i haven been wearing it for some time.. so.. after that for a long long dae.. my legs ached like nobody's business.. damn. n a customer came in at like 8 plus n flipped through all the sweaters.. so left close to 10pm.. =X n i had to walk the city link!!! omg omg. so when i finally board the nel. n i found a seat! phew* alighted at kovan n went to find jia en to get some vcds. hahas. i have vcds to watch le! plus those which eddy lent me. muahahas* bt i took a cab home from kovan. cos my legs couldnt take it anymore. i felt as if my whole feet is s w o l l e n . so i reached home. watch half of 'my brother' n went to sleep. i dreamt my c lit gt full marks! omg~ so impossible can! hahas. tat's y it's a dream~ loL. anyway. will b going out later to celebrate boon seng's bdae. i hope im able to walk! loL.

n for saturday night, i went to meet up with cindy mae lee n tiffany after work! tiffany! hahas. it's been sooo long since i've seen her! we shall meet up again b4 u leave! ^^ photos will b uploaded later~ =pP went for a simple dinner at the jap restaurant. the food is quite nice. hahas. overall, it's gooooddd to be having holidays!
我想化成隐形的人, 隐藏我的泪在翻滚..
没人会看得见我的伤心, 我的泪痕..

Labels: * 我们竟然变得如此陌生..

Saturday, August 18, 2007 8/18/2007 07:06:00 PM

photos galore!

pictures shall do all the talking!

omg omg omg.

i delcare it's holidays!!!!!!!

hahas. reali damn happie.. cos tis sem is realiiiii very very busy.. hahas. bt bt bt.. we made it! ^^

thou results for the test todae might nt b good.. bt well.. i noe i did my best! reali ryte n ryte n ryte.. n RYTE~ for the 2 hours. n hands nid a good rest! hahas.

went out with jie min jia yuan n wan yuan after the exams.. thou it was raining cats n dogs, bt we didnt go home becos of that! hahas. well, women. lols. shopped n shopped.. i bot 3 tops 1 bottom.. jia yuan 2 top 1 jacket.. jie min 1 top 1 bottom n wan yuan 1 top! wheets~ 很有满足感~ 虽然现在想想银行里的钱.. 是有点心痛啦.. 可是, 偶尔宠一宠自己是没关系的,对吗? 我想, 天底下的女人都有过这种想法吧?? 女人啊~ 哈哈!

n i shall jus e n j o y these 2 months de holidays ^^

n again,

wHEeTs!! enjoy people!

* thou i do tink of u at times, n mani mani tings/places do make me tink abt u.. bt i guess i have to put these feelings down. it's e best for u n me.

Friday, August 17, 2007 8/17/2007 02:43:00 PM

就是明天了! 过了明天, 就能放个长假咯~

好期待! 我只想吃饱就睡, 睡饱了就看看偶像剧, 看饱了就睡!

嗯, 可是猪我就不想当啦~ 哈哈..

所以也会偶尔打打功课, 出门逛逛街!

人生啊~

* 那个躲在被窝里, 偷偷哭泣的女孩, 出了被窝就不会掉泪了..

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 8/15/2007 06:24:00 PM

如果雨后还要雨,

如果忧伤之后还是忧伤,

请让我从容面对这别离之后的别离.

一个不可能再出现的你..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8/14/2007 09:54:00 PM

我们变成了世上,

最熟悉的陌生人..

i realise i've been so hardworking todae! hahas. updating my blog so mani times in a dae. ^^

x [ [ ` emo post! hahas ] ] x

所有的结局都已写好..

所有的泪水都已启程..

却忽然忘了是怎么样的一个开始..

在那个遥远不再回来的3个月..

hahas. i tink i have been studying too much of lit larhs!

我会学着放弃, 你是因为我太爱你..

* 中国30年的现代文学可分为三个重要阶段.

我们105天的爱可分为许多美丽的片段, 做为我一生最美丽的回忆..

Labels: 遗憾是最美丽的 *

when i wake up, i noe the world wouldn't b the same anymore.. *

Labels: jiu dang zuo shi wo dui bu qi ni..

jiu dang zuo shi wo de cuo ba*

Monday, August 13, 2007 8/13/2007 12:29:00 PM

teach me, hw to smile again.

Saturday, August 11, 2007 8/11/2007 06:00:00 PM

cleared*

wheets!!!!!!

projects are all cleared! hahas. =D

left with my las lit exam. i shall study hard for it! hehes* friends, pls start dating me from the 18th~ hahas. =D

rushed chen ying's project with jie min jie jie todae n ytd. we went to jurong lib ytd.. n todae to hougang lib. ^^

im hungry now~ cos i onli had 2 lil baos for breakfast jus nw.

till nw~!!

hahas. =X

im a hungry lil girl nw. =pP

* im speechless. i duno wad to do, wad to sae. ='(

Labels: it's gonna b the holidays soon~

Friday, August 10, 2007 8/10/2007 09:26:00 PM

to start off. let u smell n see our legs. =pP

u can see my face too. ^^

n oso the future president's face. =pP

n she starts glaring at other ppl. *finding target

huh! is me ar?!!

im innocent!!

n she decides to be good n nt glare at me le. =X

show u my pic 1st. hahas. =D

den jie jie saes: see wad see?!!!

well. lame? hahas. =pP

我可以用笑来掩饰一切的一切..

^^

=D

=))

no nid for more words. *

Thursday, August 09, 2007 8/09/2007 03:58:00 PM

happie burfdae Singapore! =D

* 100 days

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 8/08/2007 11:33:00 PM

x [ [ ` =D ] ]

hehes..

todae is the last dae of sch! wheets~ ray lao shi was very sweet to give us chocs! ^^

class was rather noisy hur~ n we got back our presentation for lin yu tang de marks. hehes.

satisfied! =D

Labels: when the time comes give me a reason to b missed.

Monday, August 06, 2007 8/06/2007 09:57:00 PM

x [ [ 2 more! ] ] x

2 projects are down!!!!!

hahas. translation n radio are submitted todae. ^^

im reali proud of my radio!! hehes. thou the stupid machines always gives us uncountable trouble, bt it's reali a module i enjoy the most! it's reali saddening that guo lao shi is going back to the industry, so it means he wun b in the sch anymore. bt im reali glad i've got him for tis sem too. ^^ guo lao shi, u'll b a teacher i remember always! ur unique ways of teaching, hw u always make us enjoy ur lessons, hw u patiently help us solve our troubles, n even, ur jokes! u'll b missed. ^^

my te xie is done...

n now.. for the final chen ying's 4800 words project~~~~

chinese lit test on the 18th.

n holidays..

here i come!!!

tis sem has reali been a v v hectic one. aww. i hope next sem is better! ^^

take care peeps. jia you!

Labels: 18.. here i come~

Sunday, August 05, 2007 8/05/2007 03:45:00 PM

x [ [ ` leave out the rest ] ] x

Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

the highlighted parts are those i tink are more meaningful. ^^ tis song is recommened by johnson~ hahas. thanks guy! * it's the first song on my playlist. =pP

Friday, August 03, 2007 8/03/2007 09:39:00 PM

photos ^^

wheets! dl-ed the photoshop dat dae, n played with it. hahas..

so.. still a noob nw. =X

hahas. anyways, edited some photos up there. hope u peeps enjoyed! ^^

hello weekends! *

Labels: i miss u so.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 8/01/2007 08:28:00 PM

x [ [ ` amk hub ] ] x

ellos. it's me blogging.

im jus back from shopping at amk hub. =X

i noe i shouldnt go shopping at this pt of time, when projects pile up like endless hills. hahas. bt i reali do nid a short break! so i met up with dearest bffs - cindy lu lu n mabie fu fu ! ^^

bot my shirt after so much wandering around! simply cos i was too picky. =X hahas. bt i do feel so tired nw. n i have to continue with projects! aww. nvm. it's wad i have to do, for i chose shopping! hahas.

bt im indeed v satisfied with the day todae,
esp with my dearest bffs. ^^

big hug gurls ! ('v')

Labels: i hope everyting is settled already.