Wednesday, January 31, 2007 1/31/2007 09:21:00 PM
* left with c lit!
to projects: i'm done with u!to flu: pls go away~ ^-^
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 1/30/2007 05:59:00 PM
Love, me. *
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, insteadOf her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.Between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.dat was a song lyrcis from collin raye's Love, me. found it touching and decided to post this lyrcis up.. well.. life's realii vunlerable hur. at home todae.. hahas.. bored. slacking. finished chen ying's assignment and i'm in the midst of writcom. arghs* it'll killing me. has writcom nv killed anyone b4? hahas.. >.< my aim: finish all these assignments by tmr. including ah cheng's lyrics project. =P gogo! u can do it sokkiang! =))no school for the this whole week le.. but i'm currently down with flu.. arghs* from last night. results for the interview out in 2 weeks time. praying hard* have u guys been praying for me? hahas.. >.<thx for all those hu comes in n read my blog. pls tag b4 u leave! =)) i love u. i mean, all of u out there. =))x [ [ ` i saw ur post. n i jus wana sae,even thou u might nt see it: i will wait, boy. ^^ ] ] x
Saturday, January 27, 2007 1/27/2007 01:04:00 PM
`` a sat at hm.
wee~
at home todae.. =)) dun feel like going out.. hahas.. anyways.. feeling bored.. >.< the construction work around my house woke me up early in the morning.. making me lose my sleep!! i wan my sleep~ hahas..
it's gonna be holidays! but have a few tings to settle first!
1. lyrcis project with wan yuan
2. chenying's project
3. writcom! *arghs* killer~
4. lit test on the 9th of feb!
n after the 9th, i'll be free!!! muhaaha~ i cant wait for that dae eh. but b4 that will be torture la. esp for writcom n c. lit test. >.<
it practically rained for the whole dae ytd.. n it was freezing cold~ esp in blk 52.. lols. 6th floor somemore. -.-! stuck in there for 3 hours n in the end when i came out, my lips were purple.. hahas.. shld have brought another jacket ya? lol. went home with tracy after that. we were both so tired. -.- she slept on my shoulders. hahas. n we were both hungry!
reach hm le.. den mummy nv cook dinner.. so papa went to buy.. fried rice. quite nice. =))
working tmr!! >.<
okie.. there was this night when a dog began 'howling' in the middle of the night at 3am. -.- it was like.. a big dog! n its howls are so terrifiying but at the same time irritating.. lols. woke my whole family up of course... den tis was my conversation with my elder bro the next dae over the msn when he was at work.
me: ytd the dog so irritating..
bro: ya la. if i can find someting to throw i surely throw him liao.
me: hahas. den tonight mus throw if the dog come again ok.
bro: i ask spca to come n kill him ar. feed him poison.
lols. den the next dae at around 9plus in the night, the dog came again. my younger bro called me to his room den we were looking at the dog.. a black dog.. den it was actually standing on the soil there.. den it jumped to the pavement.. n tis was the conversation..
bro: wa.. the dog jump so far leh.
me: -.-
bro: eh.. see.. the dog stretching leh..
me: he jump liao muscle ache ma.. so mus do stretching..
bro: -.-
den after that, another white dog came out of the darkness n faced the black dog (they are both big big big dogs, lol) n tis is wad i said to my bro:
me: 'wa.. eh, see.. they 1 on 1.. '
bro: -.-
hahas.. i jus hope i dun get to see the dogs when i go home from work huh.. >.<
okie.. a relative long post le.. cos i'm bored!!! lols. bye ppl. =)) o.. btw. jus wana help a friend promote a webby.. new year's round the corner!! so do drop by tis webby kays? =)) www.royalshour.blogspot.com
h a p p y b u r f d a e t o c h e e s e a n g ! ^-^*old liao hor. lols. =P
Thursday, January 25, 2007 1/25/2007 03:23:00 PM
`` jus give me a happy life
yeah!here to post. miss me? hahas. okie. shant crap.. bt i tink tis whole will be very random anyways.. =Pfirst of all.. i got the interview of the moe teaching bond tingy~ yeahs! so went for the interview ytd.. at moe.. left class @ 10am with wenna... n we went there.. i was the last of my clinque to go in.. so the person asked me some questions they asked me friends b4.. except for tis one question.. : interviewer: i see u with ur group of friends outside, so they must have told u wad we will ask.. me: er.. ya.. they did sae a lil.. hahas.. n the interviewers all luffed.. -.- so.. i realii do wan to get the bond! prays hard* pray for me ppl! hahas.. the results wil be out 3 weeks lata.. =))losing contact with ppl i care. wad shld i do. someone pls tell me hw to get over tis barrier.i'm realii confused. pls tell me wad u r tinking.
Monday, January 15, 2007 1/15/2007 09:15:00 PM
`` bad monday
150107``
Todae is a very very suay Monday!! Aww.. duno wad happened.. reached hougang interchange early in the morning at 8! >.< den waited for the shuttle bus. Damn. The uncle came n told us ‘ sorry.. ur skul only cater 1 bus for the 8 o’clock slot. So pls make other arrangements urself.’ Jus like that! Omg. So wan yuan, tracy n me went to take a cab.. together with another gurl. Duno her de la.. budden gt another person cab fare cheaper ma. Lolls. So we got a cab at 815. den I took a motion sickness pill. Den! The uncle went the ang mo kio area to get to clementi. Okay.. nvm.. den the uncle step so hard on the break la. Tat made me feel so.. sick. N the whole journey was filled with traffic jams. I tink that the uncle is purposely de hur. Go that way. Tat tym my papa drive me from punggol to my skul, it’s onli like 30 mins! N guess wad, when we finally reached ngee ann poly, it was 915. 1 hr! aww.. late for lessons la. So when we finally reached, it was 920. late for 20 mins. -.-
N becos I took the motion sickness pill, I felt so tired the whole dae. Cos the medicine causes drowsiness.. -.-
It’s jus a bad dae todae.
N i miss u so badly. >.<
Jus nw during dinner time, hui min msged me n said that 4e5 jessica passed away. Life is jus so vulnerable.. jus when u tot u r in a very bad situation, someone else is actually even worse than u.. treasure life my dearest friends. =((
To my dearest Amelia gue: cheer up my dearest! Even when the whole world seems to come down on u, u will be alright. Cos I will chase them away! Hahas. =D I love u la. ^-^
Saturday, January 13, 2007 1/13/2007 04:19:00 PM
`` qu nian de zuo tian..
i'm here to update! =))
mm.. the wireless connection in my room is so so so stable! as least more stable than when i'm using my desktop..
mm.. actually oso duno wad to blog about.. but jus feel lyk blogging.. hahas..
it's been raining these few days. cold! that day i went home from work, my mum came down n fetched me. to bring an umbrella to me.. but in the end when i reached hm, from my knee down, it's all wet! yes.. i was wearing jeans n so.. it felt heavy la! hahas.. >.<>.< same la. wet. hahas..
so.. i've been sick all these days.. >.< nt fever or wad la. bt jus flu n cough n sore throat. so that ended me up with no voice. -.- hahas..
k la. ending my post here. take care people! do drink lotsa water. ^-^
x [ [ ` it's amazing how u stole my heart without me noeing it. ] ] x
Friday, January 12, 2007 1/12/2007 10:55:00 PM
`` las yr. tis dae. *
update!!!!hahas.. jus wana scream out huh... tat i'm finally able to update! have the time n the internet to update.. hahas.. anyway.. some projects are down.. n a lot more are up! lols. it's nv ending la. hais* anyway.. tis sem is gonna end.. n 1 more gd news.. i applied for the moe teaching bond already! =P so i dun nid to wori about making a decision on to transfer a course or not.. anyway.. the main idea of my post todae is abt someting.. mm.. las yr tis day.. tis exact dae.. i met someone whom i love a lot. but din treasure. even thou i've moved. but i realised that my misses for that very particular haven reduced a bit.. but in fact, has increased.. absence reali makes the heart fonder.. i'm very grateful u replied me todae.. jus stay tis way.. cos i noe tings cant be back to the same.. i miss the days with u.. i miss toking to u.. i miss everyting of u.. zhen jie. friends forever then.. x [ [ ` life is jus so vulnerable.. at ur weakest moment, those hu stay with u, listen to u are ur best mates. but when the time comes, when no one is with u. the world jus feels so big n u jus feel so lost. when u find someone to tok to, it's depressing how some can nv seem to reply u. when they said they'll listen to u, be there with u when u nid.. tis is wad life is about?.. ] ] x
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 1/03/2007 09:01:00 PM
mm.. it's a new year!=D okie.. n the 2 weeks of holiday is oso gone! hais* somehow, i feel tat i've been busier tis holiday even thou there is no skul hur? lols.. 1st week gone cos i moved house! den 2nd week gone! cos of projects n cos i have to study for the lit test.. which drove me crazy n yes.. i cried. lols. cos i was feeling so stressed la! den in the end the test was okay..which means i tink i'm able to pass.. which is good enuff la. lols.
so.. new year eve i went to work. n when everyone is going down to town for the countdown.. i'm travelling from town back home to study n do projects! sad hur? lols. ok. so cindy n me were in the nel when we started emo'ing. ok. we r the emo club cum the holy cow( u can choose not to care abt tis, cos we tot of all tis tings when there were no customers in the shop) lols. den when we reached sengkang, cindy was abt to alight.. den i said, wana go out n tok for a while? lol.. means emo la. hahas.so we did! cos i din have my dinner, so i bot a mashed potato from 7-11 n we found a place, sat down n started emo-ing~! we toked abt stuff which we love.. stuff we regret.. people we misss.. indeed, i miss a lot of people.. mm.. toking abt tis. let me address sumting.. my house warming.. okay. i was disappointed tat in the end out of 40 plus people,onli like 10 plus people were able to make it.. cos i'm so busy tis holiday, i hoped to see u people there.. but it din turn out tat way.. for some time, i felt real disappointed. but in the end i'm ok la. hahas.. i straightened out my tots. cos i noe it's kinda rushed thou. nevertheless, i'm so so so fragtefulto all those hu came! argh* miss u people so much. seok teng. nicole. hui min. wan yuan. raymond. yu heng. pei xin. ber. darrell, chee seang, jia en. did i miss anyone? if i did, remind me kays.thx for all the presents. n oso to grace n jie min n jia yuan. thou u gurls din come,but i apprciate the tot tat u gurls bothered to get me someting. so. off tis topic! =D
den ytd.. went out with jia en to kbox! marine kbox. yup. =D it was so freezing cold ok. n i tink mayb it's cos ytd kbox was kinda flooded. so the serivce was kinda bad too. waited for 45 mins b4 we can get our drink. pathetic eh? -.-! den went down to bugis after that to shop for sum stuff.. i bot 2 shirts n a bag! muahaha~ cos i din shop for the whole of tis holidays! aww.. so rewarded myself a lil ytd la. hahas.. reached hm at abt 10. bath. ate. sleep.
todae! skul! aww.. was kinda moody larhs. in fact, i TINK i havent been doing well since poly started.. i'm nt sure if tis is the course i wan. okie. i got tis course which a lot of people(i TINK) wan to get into. n nw. i'm feeling as if i am in the wrong course. i feel lyk changing to business.. but that will mean wasting a year. which i dun wan. arghs* wad shld i do? i'm nt comfortable with the way my life is nw.. =( pls bless me with better results.
n i'll pray hard i'll be able to get my moe bond. >.<
cos i realii wana be a teacher. nothing else.
longg enuff? hahas.. there'll be more photos coming up!
*credits to my dearest amelia for helping me post tis entry!!! muacks n hugs*
- a very early happy burfday to JiA yUaN!!! ('v') love ya mummy!~ *
